Friday, December 10, 2010

Ilusi Kesempurnaan

Indah.

Manis.

Hangat.

Nyaman.

Secure.

Yakin.

Tanpa Konflik.

Tanpa Kecemburuan.

Saling Percaya.

Saling Menjaga.

Saling Mendukung.

Ilusi Kesempurnaan.



Bagaikan penggambaran cerita di film lawas. Dimana tentara yang diambang ajal mati kehabisan darah setelah tertembak musuh akan melihat dirinya tidur beralas pangkuan bidadari cantik di tengah padang bunga.

Mati-nya karena kehabisan darah.

Pelan – pelan.

Makin dekat ajal, makin banyak berdatangan kupu – kupu menari memperindah padang bunga.

-uma-

Sunday, July 18, 2010

This Neurologists Need Neurologist

Around Last december - january this year,
I ran a medical internship in
Department of Neurology RSUD Kardinah.
Unique team, with Inu, Edo, Gayuh and Erryl
huahahahaha...

No day without laughing out loud..

Being Doctors during sessions..

..or else, being..mmh, Patients?

Love you all, guys..

Ps: Don't know how, don't know why, Edo's eyes always appear as two identical lines when we took some pictures. why??

And, by the time i post this, our beloved Inu has become Dr. Ibnu Adhipratama..
wewww...Congratulation, dear.. !!

My New ' Friends '

huehheheheee....
For a very long time, there's only one TV serials count as favorite to me.
Monica, Ross, Chandler, Rachel, Joey and Pheobe had accompany me through day and nite, rain and fall, being there almost everytime I need 'me' time to mourn, think, etc..

But now, I'm so glad I have these new friends, also teach me about days, share thought,
hahahahaha...
Ted and Robin and Barney and Lily and Marshall also awesome!!
Let's enjoy !!

Saturday, July 17, 2010

reason(s) to marry doctors


Just found this (again), worth to read .. hehehe.. These are reason(s) why you should marry a doctor.. I forgot where I got this on the first place. Just check it out..

They have the tool.(Stetoscopes). They can give you the gift of "missing them" because they are always at work. They can give you a free medical consultation (Everyone's favourite?). You save yourself the embarrassment of going to a doctor with an infection. They are smart, it's not easy to finish the 4 years in college and 2-3 years intern you see, hahaaa..They know their anatomy well, they know what works and where. They are wild party people in the weekends, Oh yeah!!). "Let's play doctor!". They are well trained to listen. They know how you feel, or at least pretend to. They always have a strange new story to tell. They offer you a tissue when you feel like crying, it is a reflex action. They can stay up all night if you want them to, they are used to on-calls stand by. They can guide you in the gym, that's where anatomy comes into play. Money! They work long hours for it. Free medical samples. They are unshockable. They know what you want to hear and say it. They always dress nice, it's a dress code for them, you see. They are trained in breaking bad news in a nice way. They agree to whatever you say coz they cannot be bothered to argue. They are faithful! (not easy to find someone so they might as well hold on to what they have..but, Errr…really??). They have a short attention span! (you can get away with almost anything). They double as DIY experts!! They can control their facial expression, so they will always be pleasant infront of the in-laws!! They have access to gloves!! and have expertise in washing any stain out!! They come in handy when you need a mobile task organiser. They are trained to follow instructions with flawless accuracy!! They usually can't express emotions so u end up with presents instead! They are open to expirementation as long as you can provide evidence to support the new technique!!

now, you know you are a doctor if:


1. You wake up at 6am on a weekend although you don't have work.
2. A sound of a van reversing with a beep makes you look for a phone number.
3. You feel there is something wrong if you don't have an exam coming up.
4. Can’t relax
5. Can wiz through a 300 page book in a day
6. Are sexually charged for no reason you can pinpoint!!
7. Watch scrubs and laugh at yourself.
8. Use the phrase "I am a doctor" to get away with something.
9. You are always tiered.
10. When you keep on asking for stuff that doesn't get done.
11. When you write more than a thousand words a day.
12. When you have no privacy.
13. When you look at a naked person on the beach and the first thing you notice is their appendectomy scar.
14. If you thought you have a disease you are studying about.
15. if you feel like your over worked and under paid.
16. If people call you doctor.
17. You find yourself always carrying a pen even if you're on a night out.
18. When you forget to have a haircut.
19. cannula please!!!!
20. Are expected to be in two places at the same time.
21. Are expected to know everything.
22. Are called in the middle of the night to sign a piece of paper.
23. Are dragged to the end of the world to talk to someone.
24. Are expected to smile everyday.
25. Don't understand what people mean when they talk about the "hospital smell".
26. When you can see someone's guts and think about food.
27. When you are not disgusted by the previous sentence.
28. If you can't remember what you ate they day before! but still manage to remember the blood results of every single patient you have.
29. You are always thinking about the next job.
30. Are reading this sentence!!!
31. You think green is a cool color to wear!!
32. You can sleep ( on command) on any surface, at any hour of the day!!
33. Can't spell.
34.when you find yourself dragged into a competition like a fly to a glowing light.
35.you are as mature about losing as a baby! although you hide it really well!!
36. are still reading this!! goddamn!!
37. you know how to make a very drunk person wake up in two moves or less.
38. have no sense of time, place, or matter!
39. are anal!
40. you always have something to complain about!!!

Am I suitable for those list.. let's see..

oh, I think I kinda am..

Hehehehehehe...

This year is (strangely) different


Ada beberapa alasan kenapa Hari Raya Idul adha selalu special buat saya..

Yang pertama adalah,, saya suka melakukan rutinitas hari raya, shalat sama – sama ke masjid, bersilaturahmi, ngeliatin penyembelihan hewan qurban,,makan sama – sama dll. Lalu malam idul adha juga berarti ulang tahun bagi saya, karena saya lahir tanggal 9 Dzulhijjah..sehari sebelum hari raya. Hahaha…

Dan lagi my current BF’s name is ADHA..

Cukuplah ya ..

Tapi tahun ini saya menjalani hari raya ini dengan berbeda,, karena saya lagi kepaniteraan klinik di SLAWI,,jauh dari rumah..huwhuwhuw.

Rencana-nya memang saya nggak pulang, dan menghabiskan liburan sehari itu sama anak – anak kosan, ditambah lagi pas libur itu ternyata konsulen saya minta ketemu buat bahas isi referat saya..Tapi ternyata ada urusan mendadak yang menyebabkan saya harus pulang ke Jakarta pada dua hari sebelum hari raya,,Jadi-lah saya mengejar Cirebon express pada sore hari..tiba di Gambir pada malam hari-nya di jemput Nichan..

But another surprise awaiting,, My dearest Uncle PASSED away.. menyebabkan saya yang baru saja tiba di Jakarta menyusul keluarga ke RSUP Fatmawati, tempat pakde saya itu tadi-nya di rawat..sampai rumah baru jam tiga pagi, padahal besok nya ada urusan yang harus di urus jam 7 pagi..

Ya..tidur sebentar, lalu bangun, dan menyelesaikan ini-itu,,langsung cabut lagi sore hari-nya ke stasiun Gambir untuk kembali ke Slawi.. Tapi sialnya, TIKETNYA HABIS karena malam hari raya rupanya banyak yang mau bepergian. Karena saya harus pulang malam itu juga, jadilah saya ke terminal Grogol, nyari Bis.. Alhamdulillah dapet tempat,,walaupun bis-nya DINGIIIN banget,,dan saya yang masih berpakaian dan bersepatu ala corporate look ini tidak membawa jaket..

Ternyata saudara – saudara, kalau naik bis itu gak kayak naik kereta (oh btw, this is my first time taking bus out of town), yang jalannya lempeng gak pakai macet. Waktu tempuh dengan Cirebon express yang biasanya cuma 5 jam, kalau pakai bis butuh waktu 12 jam, sebelum saya sampai Slawi.. DEAR GOD…rasanya seperti zombie pas turun dari bis, naik becak buat ke kosan..dan sial-nya pas nyampe kosan ternyata orang2 GAK DIRUMAH karena udah pada berangkat shalat id, sehingga saya nunggu di depan kosan sendirian merana kelaparan seperti tunawisma berpakaian kerja.

Setengah jam kemudian mereka pulang, membukakan pintu, dan … harusnya saya langsung tidur, ya..karena ngantuk banget..tapi TIDAK..rasa lapar mengalahkan rasa ngantuk saya. Langsung saja saya ngajak anak2 yang tersisa (well, karena ternyata setengah penghuni kosan pulang Jakarta karena dikasih libur sama konsulen masing – masing) buat cari makan..NGGAK TAU-NYA TUKANG MAKANAN PADA NGGAK JUALAN…huwwhuwww…

Akhirnya kita (mencoba) masak aja, dari apa saja yang tersisa di dapur kosan..ada telor..dimasak..ada mie instan berbeda rasa, dimasak,, nasi sisa semalam, di goreng, dan seterusnya..hikks


Setelah itu kita semua makan sambil main uno stacko sama – sama (bukannya nonton tivi atau main PS) karena surprisingly LISTRIKNYA MATI…hahahaa…

Mau difoto, sok2 senyum , padahal nyawa-nya udah ilang separo

Tak apa – apa, walaupun Idul adha kali ini saya jauh dari rumah, tidak shalat Id, tidak makan ketupat dan gulai kambing, dan tidak bertemu pacar (eh,, dianterin pacar dink, sampai terminal bis) ,,

Setidaknya saya disini bersama keluarga..keluarga penghuni E57 Slawi..

Untung tiket kereta abis, jadi bisa pengalaman naik bis

Untung masih kebagian tempat di bis

Untung teman - teman di kosan segera pulang

Untung masih ada sisa2 persediaan makanan instan

Untung ada Uno Stacko

Sehingga saya tetap bisa menikmati hari..

Huehehehhe…

Nggak bisa kelamaan main, karena mau memenuhi janji ke rumah konsulen nanti sore-nya..

Love this day in strange and new way, love something by looking in different way..

Enjoying Life !!